That boy, was looking like a rowdy type but by heart he was a decent cultured guy. But he was habituated with alcohols, with bad surroundings. He had a huge friend circle including girls. But he had no love relations with anyone and even had no interest to fall in love. Because he was fearing to lose his in-dependency. He always had a dream, to be a freelance bird of this endless sky, to fly on more heights that no-one can catch him. So when-ever the relationship matter was coming to his mind, he was restricting his inner feelings.
In philosophical language, “no one exists in this earth without love”. He was a human being !! How many days he could restrict him from love !! After a long, the day had arrived to break his promises. This time he had no excuses to run away from love, when he saw her first-time. It was heavily raining, the school returning time, when he saw her, he could not keep his eyes away. You can say it as love @ first sight. She was completely wet in rain. Hairs were sticky and looking like banian roots, water-drops were flowing from her face, dropping on her breasts and making it more visible through her clothes. It was creating a scene like bollywood movie. She was not running away from it but was enjoying the rain water.
They both were staying in the same apartment. After that day, he had started searching for a chance to interact with her. He had become mad for her. Anyhow he found a mutual friend, who helped him to get connected with that girl. When he was collecting information about her, he got to know about that girl was also having crush him, but she never had expressed with anyone except some of her close friends. Why not be !!! That guy was not that much fair but was looking smart enough to impress any girl.
Anyway they got connected by their hearts with the help of their mutual friend. They started loving each other more and more deeply, tried to learn each other more frequently. Finally that boy fell in a deep love with this girl, what he had never imagined before and left all his bad habits and became a good one, with the magical sensible touch of her. He also started spending more times with her, by keeping his works a side. Day by day as the time was passing away, their love was also becoming more stronger, with each other. It was making others so jealous.
As the good days were passing romantically, they had never imagined about the bad days to come. Even they never had dreamt about it. It normally happens, when we become very affirmative. We forget to think about it's counter side. We think ourselves more cleaver to face the problem, we pretend like a matured one.
But Prior to their knowledge, the dark day was following them. That boy got a chance to fulfill his most awaited dream but thought to leave it in it's own way, cause he had a fear of losing his love. He never wanted to be separated from her. That time he had two eithers. One side he had a great career and in other side, his love, that girl. When that girl got to know about this, she forced him to go along with his career and promised to maintain their relationship perfectly even in his absence. After getting the assurance from that girl, to succeed his dream, he had to leave that place. He left the city. But by phone they were in touch with each others. Apart from their studies it had become a routine for them. They had become habits for each other.
They were talking hours after hours, nights after nights. Day by day, their love was becoming more and more stronger. Like this 7-8 months had passed away. Suddenly the air changed its direction and seemed hurt. That girl had changed. She had started avoiding him. Stopped talking so much. This type of behavior felt very uncomfortable to this guy and he scold her, just for once. And after that she stopped talking to him, permanently, and broke up her every relations with him.
After that, this boy convinced her so many times. But every time she refused and showed the un-interest to him. After this the boy had changed. Always he was crying, roaming alone and became mad for his love. And decided not to fall in love again with anyone just because of his promise to her. And he started judging everything in a different way, philosophically. After some months, one night that girl called to this boy and said about her relationship with an another guy. And said him to forget her cause she will never come back to him. And the most hurting words she said “that guy loves me more n more than you do”, by keeping that guy in conference.
I think, she knows how to love but not its meaning. According to her, love is just a game and boys are the toys. Sometimes i see that guy. Whenever I see him, always I start thinking about that girl. Really a big liar, she is. She has no values for her promises, for her love. A perfect gamer, who played a game so nicely with a life, with a pure heart, killed the emotion and trust part, made a life mad.
Life is a wave. Sometimes it streams up and sometimes streams down. If you are going up, then you have to expect a fall from this height, which is generally not deservable. It’s not steady flow. So accept it and live the life completely without trusting anyone. If she is going up right now, then definitely one day she will fall down from there. And that day she will repent what fault she did with this boy. Just believe yourself, remind your past and show the best version of your, to the world. And never try to change yourself for anyone.