Time moves minute after minutes, day after days, year after years, restlessly relentlessly without joy or sorrow, that’s why it remains precious for everyone. Yes, it makes a sense of credential. But why a human an instance, struggles so much every minute, every hour and every day with the passing of time. Struggle for food, struggle for shelter, struggle for almost everything. Is not it?
A farmer gets worried when grains don’t come up well. A labor in the industry gets stress when the salary doesn’t meet his needs. A politician gets vexed when does not have any designation in the assembly or in the parliament. Irrespective of age and gender human runs behind time with a hungriness for money and status. An irrational desire to win the virtual world around. Does the wealth of a millionaire can ensure the feelings of entire life? Does millions worth life insurance will assure of no accident or a BMW/AUDI car will ensure of reaching destination.
After digging into a lot from corner to the corner, from younger to the older, from beautiful to the dead hearts, finally I am on that point where I could get the answers. But only a little portion of it, not the complete one. Still a long way to go, a thousand hearts to search, a million minds to read. But one day I will obtain. That is for sure. There were many facets people were going through, to get happiness in their life. But by the change of time these all have been merged into two major destines, are MONEY and LOVE, for what people can go to any extend, can do what they have never imagined for. Time is changing so the mentality is. The mentality of to bring out more, the comparison to others makes our lives restless and that horrified. The minds and hearts have been conquered by selfishness and jealousy towards money and love.
Irrespective to desire, love is also gradually stepping forward to merge into the money aspect. It has almost lost its value in human life, where everything is being judged by money. The only thing remained is a word sophistically decorated by the writers. Even the dialogues, the quotations have changed into “if you have money, you can buy love”. Everything in this world is now available in exchange of money. There is nothing left you can’t buy. Even the devastating today’s generation is also helping the dialogue to prove itself. LOVE, we have seen an unconditional feeling of personal attachment, has gradually been dipping into the game of selfishness and leading into a betrayal from our happiness.
Who does not need love? Everyone needs it. Everyone needs it to serve their lives. This is the only word that defines the greatest meaning of life. But what we do? We exchange it with money. We do business with our own feelings. I have seen many places where people buy love for their own. Childcare centers, old-age homes, from where you can exchange money for love, for your children and for your old aged parents. In my life I have visited many places, got interaction with much kind of people. Most in the cases I find people feel happy to send their children to the expensive daycare centre that they can show off their status, send old parents to the old-age homes for proper treatment and care. Because they don’t have time for their own children and parents. This is where the time has taken us. Every angle I look is a road with no clear direction. I wonder where I have come into. I feel exhausted with the surroundings filled with these negative feelings. I search for love, search for a beautiful life.
That’s why I live a lonely life with a thousand of questions inside. Why did we get this life? Is that what to experience the pain? Is that what we think as the terminus, love for a lover, money for a business person, designation for a politician? Is that what we die for? These all are evanescent with time like a wave. But the one, internal peace, remains with us, adds a value to our life. We are living with an illusion of making it better, where everyone is busy torturing others in the sake of fulfillment to their needs.
From the birth-crib to the death bed, life never meets to its satisfaction. A candle can light up a place but not to its base. Life might get all the desires it need but somewhere in some prospect it surrenders to its satisfaction. The much expectations we fulfill, the new desires take birth in our mind. In fact we are not really living in our life, not really following our own path. Instead, we are living in someone else’s idea of how our life should be. Not occasionally but more often we consider showing off. That’s the reason we never touch our satisfaction. Dark, dark, everywhere dark follows in the form of desire. Struggles and worries follow behind itself like a shadow opposite to light. It has no end has become a universal truth to life.
Even if every human has this consciousness, still he runs behind money assets and power. Even if time reminds the human in fever of desire never wakes up, still he follows. Is not it the hungriness the human created for itself. Is not it the desire eating oneself. Is not the ambition of joy destroys the peace. Is not it the human caught in the own created spider net. A big question may the restless and relentless time have an answer.